i'm sorry if i acted the way i did.
i know it was part of a joke.
but it went overboard.
ticked me off, and i snapped.

threw fits of rage at you.
was that disrespectful?
didn't mean to act rashly.
i wish you were sensitive enough.

i value my friends,
just as much as i respect our family.
i hope not to do the same thing again.
i apologize, dad.

i value you. i hope you understand.

disclaimer:
words. a way to express myself.
i wrote my dad a "letter", and felt hot drops of tears roll down my cheek.
 i was hurt. i know they were too:(